this past week i have been working on project with a due date of asap. more recently i have discovered that there are people waiting on me who would be dissapointed if i dont meet my deadline. even though i have had plenty of deadlines before, this one is different somehow.

regardless of why it is different, i am definitely feeling the pressure to give you a recap heres what happened: i have 5 hours to finish four hindi (indian) handbooks and two bahasa (indonesian) workbook revisions then my pc crashed and i got stuck installing new operating software for it. “its very interesting and funny to see how you deal with this kind of different pressure, natz” carl said to me while looking at my chaotic hair. in some ways it has been hard since i definitely feel like there is not enough time to complete this project by the deadline. i know that the deadline isnt completely a hard deadline, i missed the deadline and its already been settled. anyway its also nice to know that you have some really nice mates to lend a hand during those times, thanks carl and ron-ron for fixing my computer.

going back, it makes me realize that im glad that i have been able to observe this kind of circumtances and pressures it seems to be a great learning experience for me, but please please spare me next time.